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Dear Zach

Thursday, June 14, 2012

June twelfth came and went and hit me with the force of its abruptness.

There are so many things I could say. Sometimes, I want to write them.
Sometimes I try. Sometimes I can't.

You were so goofy. Remember that time we were at the beach and you guys were playing soccer and you kicked the ball and hit my then-boyfriend right in the crotch? I think he threw up. Is it weird that I remember that? I still laugh about it. You were so sorry, but so confused about why he was angry, because you would have never hurt anyone on purpose.

You've been gone a year, but as you can see, you haven't been forgotten.


  1. loss is never easy.

    but you are remembering the good times which is all we have and the only way to keep going!


  2. I lost a very close friend, Donald, almost a year ago as well. Time works so strangely. Sometimes it feels like a lifetime ago when lose someone, other times it feels like yesterday. I'm so sorry for your loss.

  3. You're so sweet. I lost a graet friend June 6th (of 2006) and the day comes and sits on my chest and passes and sometimes I want to write about it, but mostly I can't either. You did well.

  4. <3 i too lost a good friend about five weeks ago and it's been one of the hardest things I've ever had to gone through. I'm so sorry for your loss xo

  5. i love that you remember him by those random moments that at the time feel like the mundane, but in the end being really special. it's the little nugget of that person you'll always hold with you.

  6. I miss him so much. We really had a great laugh yesterday. I picture him taking a break from duct taping everthing in heaven to remember that day and laugh with us. Mom

  7. This is such a touching post. It's so awesome that you can laugh about the silly things that make life so sweet. Hang in there!! We are thinking about you!

    Jayme & Mendi @ Her Late Night Cravings

  8. I hope writing this helped you to feel more at peace. Sometimes it seems like trying to put loss into words is an impossible task, but you did it. Thank you for sharing with us :) Hugs with you, my dear!


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