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The Road Ahead

Friday, December 28, 2012

Winter.

I drove from Charlotte, North Carolina to Roanoke, Virginia on Wednesday night, and as the winter rain came down onto the road and onto my windshield, fogging up the glass and making me shiver in my coat and turn up the heat, I thought about the summer of 2012.

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Rob had just finished his coursework at UVA and I was almost done with my master's thesis from Hollins, and we packed up our apartment in Charlottesville and went to the lake for the weekend. Then, with nothing really to do, we went down to Charlotte for a few days to visit his parents before making the trek back up, past Roanoke, this time to DC. It was the end of May and it was hot and muggy and the summer rain came down onto the road and onto my windshield, fogging up the glass.

Summer.

Rob went to China that summer and I moved back into my parents' house, hell-bent on finishing my thesis. I remember that airport goodbye so well--Rob's bags, the skirt I was wearing, the flip flops on my feet and the feeling of uncertainty that crept through me as we kissed goodbye. This is it, I thought, the end of our planning so far. I didn't have a job yet and I wasn't even done with my graduate program, but when he came back from China, he'd be done and he'd be with me at the lake until he left and after that point, we'd be apart.

I can't remember the moment I first really knew that Rob and I were always going to be together--it's just something that sort of settled in naturally, creating a pocket of belonging and joy in my life that I never questioned.

So he went to China and I got a job in Roanoke and he came back and then he left for Northern Virginia, and it wasn't ever an issue. After years of being near and living together, being apart and living away was just the new thing that we did so that we didn't have to say goodbye.

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As I drove north from Charlotte this week and the rain came down, the Cloudy Day Nostalgia that hit me felt different than I had expected it to. It was new. As though that road ahead of me was winding with possibility after possibility and one good thing after another.

17 comments:

  1. Cute post, isnt it always interesting to look back and reminisce and also think about how much things change? I hope you have a great new years and i look forward to reading in 2013 :)

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  2. "[...] being apart and living away was just the new thing that we did so that we didn't have to say goodbye."

    So perfect. Exactly what I always wanted to say to people who wanted advice on a long distance relationship; I just never knew how to say it. Being apart, no matter what, was always so much better than saying goodbye forever.

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  3. great post- i love how you have pictures of the same thing from different seasons!! xo

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  4. Megan you have such a lovely talent for writing! Even simple posts like these are so reflective and I feel like you are constantly telling a story. You're blog never gets old!! Thanks for doing what you do :)

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  5. I could've written this about my life and my relationship.

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  6. So beautiful as usual... I can't wait to see what's coming for you!!!

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  7. I love it when you write like this. And I can't wait to see all that's in store for you two either :)

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  8. This was a really sweet post Megan! I always love hearing about other people's relationships, and I really like the way that you look at your time apart. I just know that there are big, beautiful things in store for the two of you! xoxo

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  9. I just found your blog via Jenna, and it's just written beautifully. I love when I stumble upon good writers, especially ones who live nearby me. :)

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    1. Thanks, Joelle! I love finding blog friends who are close by!

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  10. It's going to be good! You two definitely have something pretty special. I can't wait to hear about that road ahead :)

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  11. Sweet post, lovely to hear from a fellow Hollins woman.


    xoxo,
    -E

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    1. Oh I love hearing from Hollins ladies! Thanks for reading!

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